well, I have been really sick the last week and all. and I haven't really had much time to do photography, but WORST of all... here's the story that happeend yesterday:

so i ran into one of the art teachers at the end of second period and I asked her if the darkroom would be open at lunch and she says yeah. class ends and what not and I go in and put my stuff down and arrange my shit so I can process. I close the doors, turn off the light take my film out and proceed to try and put it on the spool, but the spool is fucked so I'm wasting time trying to fix it, then the same art teacher from before opens the outside door and I start yelling "don't come in, i have film exposed" then she asks who it is blabla and leaves n closes the outside door. I was afraid at that point that my film would be foggy because some light got in from under the door. I go get another spool and start putting the film on it and then my art teacher knocks on the door and asks me if I'm done, I say no because I had to switch spools and then what she does is she closes the outside door then opens the inside door and comes in, now the problem with this is that as I look at her come in I see A LOT of light behind her, and despite hiding the film with my body I could've sworn that this was really going to fuck it up. so I finish putting it on and I process it and w/e and then during film i take it and cut it and look at it, but it's all fogged up and the contrast is messed up. So she takes a look at it and tells me that it's not usable for prints and basically throws it in a little pile in my hands.
Basically 3 hours of work Wednesday to stage and light the scenes perfectly and another one yesterday processing the film were completely wasted because she fucking opened the fucking door. Would it have taken so much just to wait 2 minutes until I finished? SERIOUSLY! AND she didn't even fucking apologize! not to mention that ofcourse everyone wants to take out cameras for the weekend so I can't even reshoot my stuff, despite this being the freaking 3RD TIME i fucking RESHOOT the same goddamn stills! IF YOU RUINED MY GODDAMN FILM ATLEAST GIVE ME SOMETHING TO RE-SHOOT IT WITH! OR ATLEAST GIVE ME AN APOLOGY, DON'T JUST DUMP IT IN MY HANDS AND TELL ME IT'S UNUSABLE! >_< FUCK! I put so much effort into making everything perfect and doing things in a well planned manner so I'd be done before the rush of people wanting to use the equipment and the darkroom and SHE DUMPS THE DAMN FILM ON ME TELLING ME IT'S UNUSABLE!